now..

I want to love you now
Without thinking of any gain or loss
Without thinking of possibilities
Without thinking of the past or the future.

I want to love you now as much as
the rain wants to fall down the earth
Without inhibitions..
Inevitable.

I want to love you now..
Pure and simple
Without expectations,
Without pride.

We live in this harsh world
Where loving should be justified
But i want to love you now
Without explanations, without fear

I want to love you now
Without the influence of mind and concience
Without thinking of the rules and norms
Without thinking at all.

And if you let me love you now,
I'll hold it very tight
Because when tomorrow comes,
When we wake up in the real world
where distance, pride, pain, time, expectations,
conscience, and possibilities exist,
Our feelings and memories might fade away.

We might get lost and never come back.
There might even be no 'we' nor 'us'

And this.. what I'm holding in my hand,
Is the only real thing that's left of me.